U-turn

You never know how good you have it until someone else shows you how bad it could be. This is how I'm feeling right now about my current relationship. I know before I said not everyone we date were meant to be, but maybe some are. Some are there to show you and reinforce that you did make the right decision. Me, I'm still learning about myself and who I can trust and lean on. I'm figuring out that enjoying time with someone and doing absolutely nothing but still happy is not easy to find. Right now, I'm very unsatisfied and wish I knew before that it wasn't always like what I had before. However, I am glad it happened. I'm glad for the mistakes. I'm glad for the bit of freedom. Now, I just have to make another decision and walk down whatever road I choose for myself. I don't want my future children to say their mother was scared or just did what she was told. I want them to be inspired to live a life they have no regrets about. So my advice to you and to myself is it is never too late to learn your lesson and that every stage in life we will change and adapt and it's okay to change your mind. This is not a test. Enjoy life.